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Wednesday, November 17, 2004

November 14, 2004
If you watched "Faith Under Fire" this week, I just want to apologize for the last, long ad. If you watched it, you know what I'm talking about. I hope the show grows in popularity so that PAX can be more selective about how they fill those breaks.

Now, I know I didn't answer David K's question about what I would ask God. First of all, some questions are a little too personal to post here. Actually, now that I'm thinking about some of them, I'm feeling a little too embarrassed to type them out.

I was talking with my kids about having questions we'll ask God when we're with Him. One of the kids looked up and said, "I have some questions that I want to ask."

"Like what?" I asked. "Could you share any of them with us?"

"I think so. I'd ask God, 'Why can we see the moon in the daytime sometimes?' And things like that."

"That's a very good question," I said, after a pause. I was debating about what to do. Finally, I said, "You know, some things--not all, but some things--people have been able to figure out. Like the moon, well, you could ask Mrs. P. about that (her science teacher), because she knows a lot about science. I'm pretty sure she could explain that to you, if you want to know. Not that I'm saying she's as smart as God, and there are still a billion questions that she can't answer that only God can, but...you might start with Mrs. P. And then the one's she can't handle, you could try to figure out when you're older, or just wait and ask God."

She listened politely to me, cocked her head to one side, thinking, then stated, "Naw, I think I'll just wait and ask God."

1 Comments:

At 7:53 PM, David said...

"Naw, I think I'll just wait and ask God."

What a great response! What faith she displayed in that response. What respect she displayed in that response. What hope she displayed in that response. What patience she displayed in that response.

It was interesting how your daughter didn't need you to "fill in the gap". She didn't need you to explain the unexplainable. She was ok with the mystery of it all. We don't like living with questions. We always want answers. In fact, from some vantage points, questioning is seen as a negative thing. Some people equate questioning with doubting. Do I doubt God because I question God? They are not one in the same. To question is to be curious, to be seeking, to be wondering. Do we ever reach a point in our life that we have it so figured out that we cease our questions? No! Most kids go through a questioning phase. You know what I'm talking about? They question everything. Why do they stop? Why have I stopped? Because we believe that if we question something we are doubting it. People will think certain things of us if we "doubt" a certain belief. You know what, God gave me a brilliant mind. Most of it lies dormant because I've given into this mentality of acceptance and complacency. Ann, you have awakened my mind. You have awakened me to think. To question. When I say question I don't mean questioning with arrogance or in rebellion against that which is established. I want to humbly seek my God, asking great questions that unlock and reveal deeper, more meaningful glimpses into who he is. I want to listen for His voice. I'm not questioning him to attack him, I'm questioning him because I'm curious. Does that make sense?

What an encouraging story...such simple words, yet profound.

 

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